lantairvlea | uhu, yep, stuff

I think i came near the breaking point towards the last part of work. Only once has a customer actually frightened me, and now I've had only one that's actually made me feel inferrior and incompetent. I think I just about cried, but managed to fight it off and no one was the wiser. Heh, strange how I can detatch myself, at least a part thereof, and take a step back, looking "myself," my mind, over and analizing it. "Yeah, I'm near a break-down, better fix that . . ." and so, somehow, I toss on a mask and place something like order in my mind, though, of course, this comes through some mental maimings of the source of the frustration and a bit more of ranting into the depths of my mind, but it works.

I suppose there's no better person to fix what's wrong than yourself, especially if you know what's up.

Wow, some people really radiate emotions. Like Justin from the Gilbert store. He just radiates, man! All of this positive energy, hard not to get intoxicated off of it. Heh, strange thing, being able to pick up and pick apart others' emotions.

woo, had a 2 hour nap.
Lance: "Hey, Cori! Want to go to Best Buy?"
mich: "Sure, wake me up in a half hour." And I collapse on the bed.

Two hours later I wake up to the OLD Spider-Man theme song and am amused.

mich: "Decided not to go to BestBuy?"
Lance: "Yep"

AT least it was a good nap.