Because I can:
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lantairvleaI'm writing out a bunch of dreams I've had since . . . June. So here we go. I'm shoving it behind an LJ cut because it takes up about 24 pages in this book.
(day month year)
12/6/03
And I am re-dedicating this journal to dreams. Wh? Because it's easier than fumbling across m room to the computer to type.
So I suppose I'll start with last night's dream. first off I'd note that I have openly admitted I'm an X-men Fan-girl.
So on to the dream. Most of what I remember was being in a room with 6 long tables and 3 along each wall. There were at least 3 people at each of these tables. The table in the back left corner (I believe I was in the mid-right table) was occupied by Gambit. I remember vividly that he had three cards stacked together, the one that was facing me clearly was the joker. Someone offered to buy said Joker off of him for $12.00, I think he declined at first, but accepted later at $20.00.
Nightcrawler was there too, mostly just milling around between the tables. I remember speaking with him in German. Only something of two sentences.
Now I suppose we just wait for the next dream to come now, eh? Dreams are fun and discover obsessions.
23/6/03
Didn't remember too much of this dream. Mostly that Snow was there in her Delphin form and we were on the Germany trip and they (The youth hostel people) wouldn't give her a bed.
Before Snow appeared we had this room that wasn't really a room, it was outside and only had I think seven or eight beds and was designed like the one in St. Goar, rather cramped.
[I'd like to note now that it must have been larger than the one in St. Goar because the one in St. Goar had only five beds and, by some miracle, we managed to cram eight people into that room. I ended up sleeping on the floor beceas Ian wanted a bed and I didn't feel like bodily removing him and preffered curling up on the floor anyway. Ah, the Germany trip!]
*random dream with no date*
Tuning a guitar in the front row of a movie theater, it started playing itself and Lance started tuning his and it look and he said obey alarm
. . . can't descifer it.
[Not only couldn't I descifer it, but looking at it now it doesn't make much sense. I remember there was a scene in a fast food place with that dream too *shrugs.*]
4/7/03
We were in Germany. Southern Germany, near some Romantic ruins, possibly just outside Köln [Cologne, which doesn't sound nearly as cool as the German word for it]. I remember there was a whole lot of concrete and these ruins on a little rise. We went in to explore. I took some pictures and wandered about. Someow I managed to open some chamber and stepped inside to the past. The place was some ancient outpost against the Romans apparently. The people had dark brown skin and reminded me of Egyptians. I wandered around, my mind slightly fuddled by the dizzying thought of time travel. Someone started following me, I tried getting away, I can't quite remember all the turns I took, but I came to a more open area and managed to open this small, squarish tunnel that was waist hight. I clambered inside, it bent to the right and then back left before becoming a space smaller than my head and shooting upward. The one that was following me came and tossed a small, square tile into my cubby. I tossed it back. He slid it back inside. My mind seemed to thnk that they might use some type of gas on me [via the tile that is]. I threw it back again, harder. He gave up and placed it just inside the hole where I wouldn't see it unless I were to expose myself.
I sat huddled there for I don't know how long before a familiar voice called my name. It was someone from our group, I don't remember who, but I climbed out and saw several of them, Herr Valdez being one.
Somehow they'd managed to find the entrance I took and went looking for me. We were still in ancient times, but the place seemed deserted.
We heard shouts and made our way towards the outside walls. Romans were coming up the green, sparsley treed slope, I recognized their plumed helmets.
Things start getting sketchier here. We ran downward into an open section. The romans were shouting, there were subtitles . . . yest, subtitles in English to translate the Latin that rang in our ears. [Yeah, this was my second dream with subtitles. The first one was in Japanese, but I don't remember anything of it aside from that.]
We were cornered. There were three walls and the Romans advanced. A soldier broke ranks and attempted pulling down the wall behind us. He succeeded. I hissed to our groupt to act dead, I don't think all of them listened. My mind flashed with images of the outpost as it was in modern times, I recognized where we were.
A Roman guard picked up Ian and began questioing him about where we were from and how we were captured. Thats about where the dream ended. [I don't remember remembering that last part. Apparently my memory's rusted it a little and ate the last part about the wall actually falling and soforth.]
18/7/03
Dreams didn't make too much sense last night. Mostly I remember having a rather close encounter with a moose and a bear in some guy's kitchen and also there were sharks in a rather mossy old pond. In the kitchen they had bear and moose pelts, which didn't do us much good.
20/7/03
Was out with Casey ona boat. There were other people with us, this was not the beginning of the dream. We had been standing on this dock watching people and sharks swimming around. It was unnerving how close they got to each other, especially since i think a lot of them were Tiger or Bull sharks. There were also dinosaurs. One guy on the beach was dressed up some. White and pink with dark maroon speckles. One of them took a liking to him, thought he was female . .. poor guy. So the next moment I know I'm in a boat looking for Casey. We find him on a raft and turning out there was some girl who'd nearly been attacked by a shark. Casey's mom (Denise) made him eat this grains and turnip cereal that was supposed to make him swim better.
We headed out looking for the shark and the girl was rather incomprehensible. She had some sort of machete with a serrated edge. I ended up using it to slash at the shark as it went under us. We had a small window of an opening in the middle of the boat.
Then we're back on the longer boat and these two guys need a place to stash their Shelby Cobra. It was yellow with slate blue stripes, ver pretty.
Some changes to my house, we're moving around cars (By hand! As in carrying them and setting them down). There's a moment where Casey and I are outside. A storm's coming, the sun is a blurred speck on the horizon, then this giant shadow, which seemes to be both the moon and the head of the storm, bloches it out. We had to hurry. The storm would be upon us at any minute. We had to get the cars re-arranged so they'd be save. End dream, skip back more towards the beginning. Iw as wandering around looking for Casey. Came to a river, met a guy who was supposedly with our group. I ended up carrying a box of fish after wading/swimming across a river whose bottom I could not see, but the current was rather slow.
Ug . . . can't remember too much more, was at Casey's house at one point and several other places besides. Reminded me of the dream about "Hamburg" with the long eel and the ocean and my host family not being home. Granted, it wasn't Hamburg, it was some [can't read it] aroudn the Caribbean I think.
5/8/03
Deam last night wasn't worth recalling. fff. Concerned a guy and an event that happened reminishent of a story Bradbury wrote. fft. Yeah, dreams. [Don't think I even remember the dream now, though I know what story its reffering to.]
7/8/03
Okay, dream. Rather cool and intense. We were in the Middle East and there was this guy. Don't remember his name, but he was going to go to Michigan for schooling. Very nice guy, rather cute. We managed to get in a little tickling spat and afterwards tried regaining our breath. I todl him to kneel, sit up straight and hold his hands behind his head, breathing deeply. He followed my lead and kneeled directly in front of me. I could feel his breath on my face. It just felt right, sitting there, facing each other, eyes closed, wallowing in each other's presence. Don't remember how long we did that, but he broke it when he grabbed me by the waist, hoisted me up and we fell over dissolved in giggling laughter. It seemed to me that that it what love is supposed to feel like. A closeness, a connection. This guy whose name i don't know, almost reminds me of Meht'hy'es, except he lacked the blue eyes.
Elsewher ein the dream I was with Jessica O. and I think we were touring Europe together, it was rather cool. The odd thing was is that we were using American money to pay for all our purchases.
There's not too much else I can recall of the dream aside from this really abstract section that was innundated with music, but there's no real way to describe THAT clearly and make sense.
[Noting that this was one of two dreams that helped me decide what my feelings towards Casey were. Which weren't at all what he had for me, nor was it the type of relationship he was looking for, poor guy.]
13/8/03
There was a guy, Native American by descent, shoulder length black hair. I went to Herr Cole's class and found that the Kid's dad was in serious need of praying and medical attention. Told the kid I'd be praying for his dad that he'd get better and soforth.
The next day, I think, I was riding/leading Glory and he came up to me to tell me that his dad had survived well and was making a strong recovery, he just needed a new job. We jugged, he cried, I comforted him. And that's about the end of it he and his brother wanted me to color something or somesuch for their dad.
[Clarifying a little, I was riding/leading Glory down the sidewalk and the guy was standing near a school bus that was pulled up to the sidewalk.]
22/8/03
I don't remember all that bridged the gaps, but here are some of the scenes.
There was a great deal of focus on three pictures at first: All three were taken at sunset on the same day in a somewhat largish log boat on the sea, you could see something of an island behind and there were people in the picture. i think the first we had just the family (including Angi, but not Robbi), another had . . . Jessica Fallon, I think she was talking to me and I don't quite remember the third, I think it was just me and some guy.
There was some commentary about the picures, it happened on a really important day, something sad or tragic happened. I think it might have been the Twin Towers collapsing, but now I think it was actually some rebellion where a lot of people died.
Cut scene to a very crowded street and two tall brick structures. They were hollow and not very large. I went inside and met a Russian guy. He told me to stay where I was while he climbed to the top to do something improtant, like talk to the people. The buildign wasn't very stable and the foundation kept tilting and I ran into his legs (even though I distinctly remember he was climbing on the outside . . .). He kept on speaking Russian to me and I'd reply in German, rather amusing, cool guy.
So then it jumpe to some scene with a were-coyote (who was human most of the time) who remeinded me of Heather "Kyoht" (can't remember last name). I don't quite remember this scene, but it had something to do with ARt and School.
24/8/03
According to my dream my evil twin resides at Mesa High and will be graduating this year. She's blonde andher parents remdinded me of the parent sof Lizzie McGuire on the TV show.
22/9/03
Had a dream, reminded me of StarGate, not small wonder, wtched 8 episodes of the series yesterday.
It was a deserty area with low shrubby bushes with the occational Misquite-esque tree. I was with a younger friend, we followed another girl through a tented area with large, colorful bolts of cloth. The girl who was with us was of no rank. She was a drifter of sorts amung the people of the city as she was neither child nor adult. She was to ahve her intitiation ceremony the next day. She would then have a clas and a job. The ceremony was rather itneresting. Lots of dancing. At least 20 people started out in the initial dance. It petered off so that it was only the girl and a woman. It was odd . . . it seemed like they were playing thumb war . . strange.
Also thought I was two hours late to work. Good think I wake up ith my alarm, eh?
27/9/03
I had a dream Angi died in a car accident. It was similar to the one she had in her Camaro. I remember cring. I didn't quite believe it, but it was.
The second dream really was not too consequential, but I do want to note specifically it was about animals in an almost storybook type way and it looked animated. Starting wtih blue line drawings. they were traveling through Europe, I blieve. The oldest character, a bear, unknowingly neglected his younger sister as she presumed she knew everything alreadly.
10/10/03
Had a dream that I believe concerned Barb. Curse it all, should have written it down earlier. There was noting of art and a certain style thereof where you mis-match psychotically realalistic images that don't exactly go together. I'll see if I can . .. Oh yeah.
The Universal Themes teacher said she was going to kick me out of the class because I "apparently don't care about Humantiites." I was severely irked, especially since I'm getting an A in the class. A lot fo the dream concerned me trying to bash it into her head that I did love and I slept in class because I was exhausted from work and if I was doing something else I was stil listening, it was just to keep me awake.
I'm rather certain that this arose from her iving me glars during class last night.
[In this dream she also tried to nail me with outrageous fines required for a teacher to kick a student out of a class and the STUDENT was expected to pay for it! Ludicrus! I also note that the next class she was standing outside and gave me a little talk about trying to stay awake and pay attention. When I saw her the dream instantly came to mind and my mind thought "Oh, Skibb," or something along those lines.]
17/10/03
Dream of working with horses. Sweety specifically. Cody took over for me and I watched. Saw Maibenti, vaugely remember grooming her.
And I'll stop typing and save the rest for another day. Only seven pages and several dreams left.
Need to wrap presents, mail presents. Work on site, eat breakfast and other good things.
(day month year)
12/6/03
And I am re-dedicating this journal to dreams. Wh? Because it's easier than fumbling across m room to the computer to type.
So I suppose I'll start with last night's dream. first off I'd note that I have openly admitted I'm an X-men Fan-girl.
So on to the dream. Most of what I remember was being in a room with 6 long tables and 3 along each wall. There were at least 3 people at each of these tables. The table in the back left corner (I believe I was in the mid-right table) was occupied by Gambit. I remember vividly that he had three cards stacked together, the one that was facing me clearly was the joker. Someone offered to buy said Joker off of him for $12.00, I think he declined at first, but accepted later at $20.00.
Nightcrawler was there too, mostly just milling around between the tables. I remember speaking with him in German. Only something of two sentences.
Now I suppose we just wait for the next dream to come now, eh? Dreams are fun and discover obsessions.
23/6/03
Didn't remember too much of this dream. Mostly that Snow was there in her Delphin form and we were on the Germany trip and they (The youth hostel people) wouldn't give her a bed.
Before Snow appeared we had this room that wasn't really a room, it was outside and only had I think seven or eight beds and was designed like the one in St. Goar, rather cramped.
[I'd like to note now that it must have been larger than the one in St. Goar because the one in St. Goar had only five beds and, by some miracle, we managed to cram eight people into that room. I ended up sleeping on the floor beceas Ian wanted a bed and I didn't feel like bodily removing him and preffered curling up on the floor anyway. Ah, the Germany trip!]
*random dream with no date*
Tuning a guitar in the front row of a movie theater, it started playing itself and Lance started tuning his and it look and he said obey alarm
. . . can't descifer it.
[Not only couldn't I descifer it, but looking at it now it doesn't make much sense. I remember there was a scene in a fast food place with that dream too *shrugs.*]
4/7/03
We were in Germany. Southern Germany, near some Romantic ruins, possibly just outside Köln [Cologne, which doesn't sound nearly as cool as the German word for it]. I remember there was a whole lot of concrete and these ruins on a little rise. We went in to explore. I took some pictures and wandered about. Someow I managed to open some chamber and stepped inside to the past. The place was some ancient outpost against the Romans apparently. The people had dark brown skin and reminded me of Egyptians. I wandered around, my mind slightly fuddled by the dizzying thought of time travel. Someone started following me, I tried getting away, I can't quite remember all the turns I took, but I came to a more open area and managed to open this small, squarish tunnel that was waist hight. I clambered inside, it bent to the right and then back left before becoming a space smaller than my head and shooting upward. The one that was following me came and tossed a small, square tile into my cubby. I tossed it back. He slid it back inside. My mind seemed to thnk that they might use some type of gas on me [via the tile that is]. I threw it back again, harder. He gave up and placed it just inside the hole where I wouldn't see it unless I were to expose myself.
I sat huddled there for I don't know how long before a familiar voice called my name. It was someone from our group, I don't remember who, but I climbed out and saw several of them, Herr Valdez being one.
Somehow they'd managed to find the entrance I took and went looking for me. We were still in ancient times, but the place seemed deserted.
We heard shouts and made our way towards the outside walls. Romans were coming up the green, sparsley treed slope, I recognized their plumed helmets.
Things start getting sketchier here. We ran downward into an open section. The romans were shouting, there were subtitles . . . yest, subtitles in English to translate the Latin that rang in our ears. [Yeah, this was my second dream with subtitles. The first one was in Japanese, but I don't remember anything of it aside from that.]
We were cornered. There were three walls and the Romans advanced. A soldier broke ranks and attempted pulling down the wall behind us. He succeeded. I hissed to our groupt to act dead, I don't think all of them listened. My mind flashed with images of the outpost as it was in modern times, I recognized where we were.
A Roman guard picked up Ian and began questioing him about where we were from and how we were captured. Thats about where the dream ended. [I don't remember remembering that last part. Apparently my memory's rusted it a little and ate the last part about the wall actually falling and soforth.]
18/7/03
Dreams didn't make too much sense last night. Mostly I remember having a rather close encounter with a moose and a bear in some guy's kitchen and also there were sharks in a rather mossy old pond. In the kitchen they had bear and moose pelts, which didn't do us much good.
20/7/03
Was out with Casey ona boat. There were other people with us, this was not the beginning of the dream. We had been standing on this dock watching people and sharks swimming around. It was unnerving how close they got to each other, especially since i think a lot of them were Tiger or Bull sharks. There were also dinosaurs. One guy on the beach was dressed up some. White and pink with dark maroon speckles. One of them took a liking to him, thought he was female . .. poor guy. So the next moment I know I'm in a boat looking for Casey. We find him on a raft and turning out there was some girl who'd nearly been attacked by a shark. Casey's mom (Denise) made him eat this grains and turnip cereal that was supposed to make him swim better.
We headed out looking for the shark and the girl was rather incomprehensible. She had some sort of machete with a serrated edge. I ended up using it to slash at the shark as it went under us. We had a small window of an opening in the middle of the boat.
Then we're back on the longer boat and these two guys need a place to stash their Shelby Cobra. It was yellow with slate blue stripes, ver pretty.
Some changes to my house, we're moving around cars (By hand! As in carrying them and setting them down). There's a moment where Casey and I are outside. A storm's coming, the sun is a blurred speck on the horizon, then this giant shadow, which seemes to be both the moon and the head of the storm, bloches it out. We had to hurry. The storm would be upon us at any minute. We had to get the cars re-arranged so they'd be save. End dream, skip back more towards the beginning. Iw as wandering around looking for Casey. Came to a river, met a guy who was supposedly with our group. I ended up carrying a box of fish after wading/swimming across a river whose bottom I could not see, but the current was rather slow.
Ug . . . can't remember too much more, was at Casey's house at one point and several other places besides. Reminded me of the dream about "Hamburg" with the long eel and the ocean and my host family not being home. Granted, it wasn't Hamburg, it was some [can't read it] aroudn the Caribbean I think.
5/8/03
Deam last night wasn't worth recalling. fff. Concerned a guy and an event that happened reminishent of a story Bradbury wrote. fft. Yeah, dreams. [Don't think I even remember the dream now, though I know what story its reffering to.]
7/8/03
Okay, dream. Rather cool and intense. We were in the Middle East and there was this guy. Don't remember his name, but he was going to go to Michigan for schooling. Very nice guy, rather cute. We managed to get in a little tickling spat and afterwards tried regaining our breath. I todl him to kneel, sit up straight and hold his hands behind his head, breathing deeply. He followed my lead and kneeled directly in front of me. I could feel his breath on my face. It just felt right, sitting there, facing each other, eyes closed, wallowing in each other's presence. Don't remember how long we did that, but he broke it when he grabbed me by the waist, hoisted me up and we fell over dissolved in giggling laughter. It seemed to me that that it what love is supposed to feel like. A closeness, a connection. This guy whose name i don't know, almost reminds me of Meht'hy'es, except he lacked the blue eyes.
Elsewher ein the dream I was with Jessica O. and I think we were touring Europe together, it was rather cool. The odd thing was is that we were using American money to pay for all our purchases.
There's not too much else I can recall of the dream aside from this really abstract section that was innundated with music, but there's no real way to describe THAT clearly and make sense.
[Noting that this was one of two dreams that helped me decide what my feelings towards Casey were. Which weren't at all what he had for me, nor was it the type of relationship he was looking for, poor guy.]
13/8/03
There was a guy, Native American by descent, shoulder length black hair. I went to Herr Cole's class and found that the Kid's dad was in serious need of praying and medical attention. Told the kid I'd be praying for his dad that he'd get better and soforth.
The next day, I think, I was riding/leading Glory and he came up to me to tell me that his dad had survived well and was making a strong recovery, he just needed a new job. We jugged, he cried, I comforted him. And that's about the end of it he and his brother wanted me to color something or somesuch for their dad.
[Clarifying a little, I was riding/leading Glory down the sidewalk and the guy was standing near a school bus that was pulled up to the sidewalk.]
22/8/03
I don't remember all that bridged the gaps, but here are some of the scenes.
There was a great deal of focus on three pictures at first: All three were taken at sunset on the same day in a somewhat largish log boat on the sea, you could see something of an island behind and there were people in the picture. i think the first we had just the family (including Angi, but not Robbi), another had . . . Jessica Fallon, I think she was talking to me and I don't quite remember the third, I think it was just me and some guy.
There was some commentary about the picures, it happened on a really important day, something sad or tragic happened. I think it might have been the Twin Towers collapsing, but now I think it was actually some rebellion where a lot of people died.
Cut scene to a very crowded street and two tall brick structures. They were hollow and not very large. I went inside and met a Russian guy. He told me to stay where I was while he climbed to the top to do something improtant, like talk to the people. The buildign wasn't very stable and the foundation kept tilting and I ran into his legs (even though I distinctly remember he was climbing on the outside . . .). He kept on speaking Russian to me and I'd reply in German, rather amusing, cool guy.
So then it jumpe to some scene with a were-coyote (who was human most of the time) who remeinded me of Heather "Kyoht" (can't remember last name). I don't quite remember this scene, but it had something to do with ARt and School.
24/8/03
According to my dream my evil twin resides at Mesa High and will be graduating this year. She's blonde andher parents remdinded me of the parent sof Lizzie McGuire on the TV show.
22/9/03
Had a dream, reminded me of StarGate, not small wonder, wtched 8 episodes of the series yesterday.
It was a deserty area with low shrubby bushes with the occational Misquite-esque tree. I was with a younger friend, we followed another girl through a tented area with large, colorful bolts of cloth. The girl who was with us was of no rank. She was a drifter of sorts amung the people of the city as she was neither child nor adult. She was to ahve her intitiation ceremony the next day. She would then have a clas and a job. The ceremony was rather itneresting. Lots of dancing. At least 20 people started out in the initial dance. It petered off so that it was only the girl and a woman. It was odd . . . it seemed like they were playing thumb war . . strange.
Also thought I was two hours late to work. Good think I wake up ith my alarm, eh?
27/9/03
I had a dream Angi died in a car accident. It was similar to the one she had in her Camaro. I remember cring. I didn't quite believe it, but it was.
The second dream really was not too consequential, but I do want to note specifically it was about animals in an almost storybook type way and it looked animated. Starting wtih blue line drawings. they were traveling through Europe, I blieve. The oldest character, a bear, unknowingly neglected his younger sister as she presumed she knew everything alreadly.
10/10/03
Had a dream that I believe concerned Barb. Curse it all, should have written it down earlier. There was noting of art and a certain style thereof where you mis-match psychotically realalistic images that don't exactly go together. I'll see if I can . .. Oh yeah.
The Universal Themes teacher said she was going to kick me out of the class because I "apparently don't care about Humantiites." I was severely irked, especially since I'm getting an A in the class. A lot fo the dream concerned me trying to bash it into her head that I did love and I slept in class because I was exhausted from work and if I was doing something else I was stil listening, it was just to keep me awake.
I'm rather certain that this arose from her iving me glars during class last night.
[In this dream she also tried to nail me with outrageous fines required for a teacher to kick a student out of a class and the STUDENT was expected to pay for it! Ludicrus! I also note that the next class she was standing outside and gave me a little talk about trying to stay awake and pay attention. When I saw her the dream instantly came to mind and my mind thought "Oh, Skibb," or something along those lines.]
17/10/03
Dream of working with horses. Sweety specifically. Cody took over for me and I watched. Saw Maibenti, vaugely remember grooming her.
And I'll stop typing and save the rest for another day. Only seven pages and several dreams left.
Need to wrap presents, mail presents. Work on site, eat breakfast and other good things.
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